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[26 Nov 2006|07:42pm] |
I love it when we get to see each other. I love feeling completed in a sense, you know?
I hate when it's over. How everytime we finally seperate I feel incredibly lonely to the point of tears. How the car doesn't feel as full even with people in it and my room feels empty when it's messy as hell and i'm wrapped up in a huge blanket. I hate driving home and having to control myself so i can see the road through tears and i hate walking into my room and breaking down beacuse it's not the same.
let's make it so it's not like that as much, kay?
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| she nudged me |
[28 Jul 2006|11:19pm] |
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i was nudged!
yesterday was totally my 17th birthday! whoooooooooooooooooooo. i got madd cool shit.
uhm, i got this whickkeedddd cute hoodie at Delia's at the Prvidence place mall 'cause me and sarah went there today on an adventure. it's like wicked easy to get there, which i wasn't expecting.
OH and we went to that ice cream place with kathy later too you know that place with the 24 flavors of soft serve (and more!) where that bagel place across from applebee's was, yeah and like i got cheesecake ICE CREAM. it was gooood!!!
ya'll should go there and try it.
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| Toadie can you hear meeee |
[02 Jun 2006|09:39pm] |
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So like, today was chill.
the best part was when kathy spotted El Toad-oh. He/she was in my driveway! And i petted him/her.
tomorrow i'm gunn be bored. It's s'posed to be chilly though.
I want the rain to ennddd.
i should get El Pimpo monday/tuesday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm buying alittle sombraro and putting a string through it and writing "El Pimpo" on it and i'm gunna hang it from my rearview mirror. chill.
I sent my letter to AhDray today! It has army men attacking a horse on a spring (you know those things at like a park/playground) on the back. I hope the postal service appreciates the effort we put in to making their days happier. anyways i hope she gets it soon.
ha i called today and monique picked up and i was all whipsering shady-like 'cause i was at work. so now i hafta stay up 'till like after midnight awaiting my call. i hope she either a.) get's the message to call meh and b.) doesn't forget
<xoxolovexoxoxforeverxoxo3
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[28 May 2006|11:42pm] |
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oh lord it's a Jamaican version of Lean On Me. Where the fuck is Adri. BLAHAHAHA.
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[28 May 2006|11:40pm] |
I SWIPED IT. IT'S WORKING. I LOVE LIFE.
p.s. lean on me is on mix right now. I love this song.
HOLY SHIT IT'S REMIXED!
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[28 May 2006|11:26pm] |
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i've been nudged by a pudge.
I GOT A CAR!!!!!!! it's dubbed "El Pimpo"
i'm trying to swipe my ipod and it's not working and i re-downloaded itunes and everything and it's realllyyy starting to piss me off a lot.
Clint Dempsey's rap name is Deuce. He ahs a video. And a song. It's crazy. =]
Hopefully I'm goign to natasket beach tomorrow with catie and tara! maybs.
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Hopefully i'm going to Adri's next weekend IF i ever get in touch with her before hand (cough cough CALL ME cough cough nudge)
I promise to being you a LOADED watermelon slushie if you let me sleep over.
uhmmm thas bout it
souf siedeh
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| I'm so cool. |
[03 Feb 2006|10:05pm] |
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Who got their license?
Kate got her license.
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| Conclusion of the day: |
[27 Jan 2006|10:17pm] |
I want my birthday to be my birthday.
I secretly love being angry. But, now it's not a secret.
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[19 Jan 2006|10:52am] |
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for sarah("cera"):
hahahaha i was looking at the blogs on my myspace before i deleted them and thsi was one of them :
"haha today i went with sarah after school to the new dunkin' donuts and it's not unlike the one near the traincenter... in fact it may even be a lil' bit creepier. Then i went to the dentist with her. It was HILARIOUS. Or at least i thought it was. The whole time they're drilling her teef she's like spelling out letter that i didn't get for like 15 minutes and she was trying to imitate a dancing tounge haha and then i named the stupid people on the poster Timmy and Betty and Timmy wanted to hook up with Betty while they brush their teef and there was an old crusty dentist guy. and then her dentist said "haha naw they're my toys, i love my toys" and it made us laugh lots, even though sarah had sucky straw thingers in her mouth."
and the other one was about when me and you and paul went sledding last year and the peeing on you and how you were stranded at the top and how we kept falling trying to get up and we slid down and the hot cocoa and the general fun and it made me smile
so i thought i'd post this so i remembered
i miss the good ol' days.
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| 'Cause you can't see tits on the radio. |
[19 Jan 2006|10:39am] |
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Midyears suck.
p.s. guys that watch porn together in a basement is creepy... but it's kinda funny too.
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[15 Jan 2006|09:51pm] |
I realize that when ever I get jealous I think like that.
So truthfully, I'm fucking jealous as fucking hell.
Fuck.
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[15 Jan 2006|09:36pm] |
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You know what? FUCK YOU. I guess I'm not as important to you as you are to me, so what the FUCK did I do wrong?!!? Just, WHAT THE FUCK. Even if it's because like I'm not as fucking cool as they are or like I'm not as fucking pretty or what ever the fucking fuck FUCK doesn't mean i've havn't always fucking been there even if it was a sucky fucking thing or i didn't fucking help i was fucking there so FUCK YOU. Why the fuck can't you just like call me?! I'm like a piece of FUCKING SHIT that you just pull out of your fucking pocket when ever the fucking hell you want! WHAT THE FUCK?!?! i have to fucking call you, and all you fucking do is call me some stupid fucking thing and it's fucking retarded and FUCK YOU. And why can't i fucking keep a friend? This is just fucked up. Fuck. FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK.
FUCK YOU.
If I'm not important to you, fuck you.
At least I'm fucking trying.
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Ugh i didn't kill the crab, in fact i prolly made it live longer considering i took itr from you in the first place and i went out and bought it fresh new sand and food and i made a little pond type thing and i turned an old fishtank into it's new home thing instead of being cooped up in that little shit box house thing, plus i filled both shells with food and tried to force feed it 'cause it wouldn't eat so don't blame me. I even brought it outside in warm weather and let it crawl around in the garden. It died on it's own.
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| There's been a death in the family. |
[27 Dec 2005|05:37pm] |
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Hermie/ "Penny" the Hermit Crab (you know, the one that was anorexic and wouldn't die) has now died. I guess the not eating food and being a hermit crab caught up to him/her/thing.
Sad sad.
P.s. I totally hung up purple lights on a wall in my room like a vine type thingy. It's cool.
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| Merry Eve of birth, Christ! |
[24 Dec 2005|08:44pm] |
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SO here's my christmas eve that isn't so christmas-like:
I actually slept in. This is like the first saturday in fo evs that I've slept in. Then I sat around until like 3:30 when Cale came to pick up Ben and i went with them 'cause i forgot to get my dad the Vote For Pedro shirt and they were goign to the mall. So i went with them and such and I had to help them pick out presents for mothers. I had to get one of those plastic thingys out of a wallet for my mum, so i found the wallet section in Filene's and took one outta those cheap but 20 dollar wallets. There was a nice shawl discussion. Then we stopped at Burger King. Then we went home. IT was fun, because I really didn't want to sit around the house today. I hate sitting around the house unless i'm in a "hey i want to sit around the house mood" which is only when no one is home. Sooooo then I wrapped up the remaining presents and ate shrimp and tried pomagranate juice which unless you like cranberry juice i advise you not to try even if you like pomagranates. Then the fam plus gram went to church! I saw Katelyn there which was mega cool 'cause i don't see her a lot. Then on the way home Mrs. Robinson came on the radio so i made the fam drive around and look at lights so i could hear it and it was great 'cause we were all singing the song and it was christmas eve and i love that song. So dad drove around and we went around hunt drive and then there was this really cool house on morton street. Anndddd now i'm home and bored again. I might just go to sleep.
OH, yeah, and mum's friend carol came over and brough lots of cookies =) she makes reallllyyyyyyyyyyy good cookies. yummers.
So, Merry Christmas!
xo.
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| Do you have chocolate pudding? 'Cause I do. |
[08 Dec 2005|09:24pm] |
So i can't remember much except since tuesday night because i guess nothing was important enough to remember. And if anything was important, i'm sorry for forgetting.
Tuesday i was whicked pissed because House AND Bones were cancelled. This made me sad as well. I had a bad Tuesday night.
Wednesday there was school and then work. And I found a yummy cookie.
Today was school again, and then work, and then Barns'n'Noble, where i got a really good book that i'm going to go read.
Sarah's party is tomorrow, so I'm going after work, and it's going to be soooo much coooler than that shitty mc shit pants semi. i hate dances. I may go next year 'cause it's senior year but otherwise, yech.
Saturday i have to wake up early and work for two hours then hurrish to the church and help elisa with all the young children and then stuff. THen saturday night i'm malling it up with Gerr. (and kevin?) Cool. Yay for Christday.
Sunday I babysit little children and do homework. I hate sundays.
And all the while I will be reading my awesome new book. I love it.
Payce and Lurve
Lindsay Lohan makes me cry inside.
I love this book.
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[02 Dec 2005|06:43pm] |
Today was friday.
It was fun.
It will be fun.
It WOULD be fun.
It shall be fun.
It is fun.
I had school. School was fun. Sometimes. Other time, it was sad. But i didn't act sad. I acted fun. It's friday.
After school I had work. Work was actually fun. I danced to music and didn't care if the people in the waiting room were staring at me. I dropped a pack of staples and had to pic up the mox, so i sat and did it gleefully while singing to music. I took my time because i didn't really want to file back the D's. I helped Terri play with clipart. I ate a cookie. It was fun.
Now, I am eating stew that burns my tounge but i do not care because i'm cold. Around 7 i'm going to the play in the center of town with sarah. It will be fun.
Fun is overriding the sad of the day. I hope.
I kind of started a journal story. I doubt i will ever finish, but it helps right now. I will keep it hiden in my room, and no one will ever find it because no one but me can find stuff in my room.
I love you. =)
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| Mount Everest has been conquered, and damn it all, i want ice cream. |
[25 Nov 2005|11:00pm] |
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SO today mum didn't wake me up so i woke up a half hour late and went to work at 9:30 instead of nine, which there really is no difference i just lieft a half hour later than i normally would have. Ugh but i took this sample of benadryl thinking it was the same stuff as yesterday, but it wasn't, it was the other kind of benadryl that was for allergies or something, so i got all jittery and hyper and sweaty. grossss. and i had coffee too. oh no. anyways, so thennnn it was really boring and there was SO MUCH SHIT to file back. like cow loads. horrible.
and then i came home and was trés bored. but then i called catherine anne mmmmmkay and we made eeby come over and we had "movie night" which consists of not watching a movie until we have satisfactively not watched a movie yet. anywhoo it was fun and i gotta go call biffle back.
p.s.s.s.s.s.s.s.s.s.s. I TOTALLY CLEANED MY ROOM. IT'S CLEAN. YOU CAN WALK THROUGH IT. YOU CAN SEE THE TOP OF MY DESK. WHAT DESK?!? THE CLEAN DESK. i found fun stuff too.
yay. i love you stalker.
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| Whatchu say turkey? Eat you? NO! |
[24 Nov 2005|10:31pm] |
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So today was Thanksgiving and all that jazz.
I had planned on going to see Harry Potter with Colleen 'cause today would be like the day to see it condidering no one goes to the movies really today but we had no rides. SOoooo i was completely bored all day until we ate. It was good eatin'. And mum made apple pie. And it was really good. So then at like 7-ish i went to Gerr's and chillaxed. I totally rock and making the dude angry in the new Tony Hawk thingery. SO then i went home at like 9-ish and found that song at the end of Empire Records when they all dance on the rooftop, and i LOVE IT. BUt now my stupid ipod won't load any fucking songs onto it and it's making me mad.
So yesterday was MY BIFFLE'S 17TH BIRTHDAY!!! Love you.
It was also the Pep Rally and all that spiffy stuff. I went to that and then found Eeby (Erin) after oh yeah and i saw matt and sean and lindsay! <3 but Shanface gave me mad illa ride home which i loved because i would've died otherwise. Then i sat at home for the rest of the day and watched movies and did nothing and felt like shit 'cause i'm sick. I think my nose might fall off. But i took Benadryl or something today and it helped so yay. Anyways I watched the Lords of Dogtown. That's a good movie. Watch it. Uhhmm yeah and stuff.
I can't really remember before that. Well... no I can't. I tried. Sorrayyy.
Tomorrow I gotta work and shit. Oh no. I don't want to. But I need money. I maaayyy go see Vandelay with Gerr. I think it's in Kingston but I'm not sure. OH WAIT. I may instead see Rent with Eeby and Colleen and stuff. I don't know. I better work early.
I hafta work saturday too. 'till 12. SO hit up the cellular afterwards 'cause i'll prolly be bored. hey it's what's his face's birthday saturday too. Alright. So THEN.
I hate sundays. They always go bad.
payce
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[19 Nov 2005|10:08pm] |
I have people to cry to... but i don't really have someone to cry to, to actually cry to, but myself, because otherwise, the crying is wrong. I think.
I don't like it. I can change for you. I don't get it, and i hate it, and i loathe it, and it's hideous, but most of the time i don't think about, and most of the time it doesn't bother me, because i've told myself it won't happen so many times, that i actually believe it just won't happen. and that's the sad part.
and a stupid movie made me realize this.
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